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Escher's Staircase
04:40
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every morning i wake up dreaming this could be a new beginning
i hope i wish
and then i keep on dreaming 'til the following
morning is finally coming
everything stays the same
Then i'd do it all again
over and over a-fucking-gain
I look so hard into the mirror trying to see a new me
But it seems that it was never meant to happen
This disease
Oh this fucking disease
It's killing me
slowly
bit by fucking bit
I'm lost
I've lost complete control over myself
Can't find a place to rest
Can't find a way out
My body is gonna keep moving on and on
Until the day I fall to the ground
The next check point is near
Cuz I can smell it in the air
Let's take a look at the map
I'll make it out of this mess
I'll make it out of here
The more I fight
The deeper I fall
The more I fight
The deeper I fall
This all had better be over
better be over
better be over before I hit the floor
This has gotta be over
gotta be over
gotta be over somebody make me stop
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2. |
End of Me
04:01
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What the fuck is wrong with me
Everything I once owned is long gone
My time keeps running out
As I stare down upon my bowels
I threw away my crown
Now it makes me feel more like a clown
When my feet touched the ground
I know you and I were never meant to be found
We should've been forever
Until we have to sever
No matter how much more I need to pay
Whatever else might get in my way
I won't be afraid
He says She says we should be all right
Tomorrow will be just fine
But I know it only might sound nice sometimes
Out on the streets I used to know
This place where we called home
I never expected me to be here on my own
(God damn it I feel so alone)
We should have been forever
Until we have to sever
I lie here on the lawn
All my hopes and dreams are gone
Now it's time for me to mourn
For my own end to come
No matter how much more I need to pay
Whatever gets in my way I should stay
It's okay
I know you won't be here
But I'll wait
He says She says we should both be all right
Tomorrow will be just fine
But I know it only might sound nice sometimes
Out on the streets I used to know
This place where we called home
I never expected me to be here on my own
God damn it I feel so alone
It's okay you don't show up
Cause I know you'll never come
I'll be here waiting for my end to come
God damn it I feel so alone
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3. |
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In the very beginning, I was sure that I was winning
Everything's spinning around me
But eventually, it turns out a total defeat
I dropped on my knees
(I've lost my everything)
I thought about this over and over again
(I've come to realise)
I've failed myself
And so did you
(We failed our-f***ing-selves)
In the very beginning
I was sure I was winning
(Yeah, I was winning)
But it eventually
turned out a total defeat
(It was a total defeat)
I couldn't possibly make it all by my own without you
When I take off would you come along?
(When I go where would you be now?)
Am I able to make it before they do?
(Am I able to make it through?)
Can you still feel my breath in the air?
Did you think that I wasn't aware?
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4. |
Inseparable
05:23
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No, I can't leave alone
don't leave me alone
I came through a thousand miles
Across the border line
Lost track of time
Just to make you smile
You blew my mind
Now I realized
That I've wasted all my life for a lie
You have been a lie
You have always been a lie
I tried so hard to breathe
But you chained me so tightly
(I tried so hard)
You cried by my side
Here in this casket of ours
I can't leave alone
Don't leave me alone
No!
Inseparable
Now we are
Smile for me
That's the only thing I'm asking
Close your eyes I'll kiss your lips
One last time
I tried so hard to breathe
But you chained me so tightly
(I tried so hard)
You cried by my side
Here in this casket of ours
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5. |
Summer Night
04:46
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Give me a break will you please
I need to spend some time alone
Will you just please, please
Take another look around here
Tell me what you see oh well I don't see anything
I woke up from nightmare of summer night
Noticing you weren't here by my side
I cried your name out in the silence
Why's there no one hear me yelling
We are living in a world of our own
There's nobody else to blame
But everything's about to change tonight
Wait
I'm still here.
Don't let me down
Held on to this for too long
I, like an orphan, Get lost in the way of finding redemption
I wait and bleed
I'm here just for you
Save my soul
You're the only one who can
Smile again
This nightmare won't end
Without you
Had enough of run and hide
Can't seem to find the proper time
I want you here right by my side
It's such a long way
You must be lonely when I'm away
This time I stay, I'll stay
So you won't be afraid
We are heading home
You'll never find it on your own, I know
We are getting home
I will make sure you are not alone
You won't be alone
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6. |
Last Memory
04:12
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Last memory
Welcome to hell
I'm sure you can
Make yourself at home
Can you see the look on my face?
Make sure you never let go
'cause it's gonna be the very last thing
You'll ever see
You sneaked up on me from the back
But seconds after that
The blade in your neck tells me that you're half alive, readily dead
I'll be right here to watch you burn in hell
(I've never found it so fulfilling to read fear in your eyes)
You thought you were strong enough to take this
But I'm not leaving you here breathing
The blade in your neck tells me that you're half alive, readily dead
I'll be right here
I'll watch you burn in hell
(Now the way I see it, you're pathetically wrong)
Cry out as loud as you can
Cry out while you had the chance
(You'll never survive)
The blade in your neck tells me that you're half alive, readily dead
I'll be right here to watch you burn in hell
No one's helping you out
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7. |
1937
05:20
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December nineteen thirty-seven
A cold winter
That heaven
has forgotten
These yellow pictures
They take me back to the scene
Where there was fire
Filled with horror
And such anger
I came in the past just to watch the city burn
I could still hear
her cries in the air
Through black and white
Don't you remember
How they tied her
How they stripped her and whipped her
Don't you remember
How she fought
Until her life was over
Open up your blinded eyes
Look out of the wall
Stop buying
All their stupid lies
Pictures tell stories differently
In a way you've never imagined
There was fire
Fill with horror
And such anger
I came in the past just to watch the city burn
Do you hear
Her cries in the air
Through black and white?
Don't you remember
How they tied her
How they stripped her and whipped her
Don't you remember
How she fought
Until her life was taken
Time passes on by
Memory dies
Oh someone tell me why
Don't lie to me
Keep it in your head
Cause history is never yours to decide
Don't you remember
How they tied her
How they stripped her and whipped her
Don't you remember
How she fought
Until her life was over
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